Christina Mathew - Open Letter Lyrics

It's been two year since we kissed goodbye
Behind the mall with tears in my eyes
Packed my bags and left Dubai
But still left everything behind
Now I know it's not your fault
That you fell for someone else
Cause we were young and I was dumb
To think that you were the one
Boy, I hate you so much
For making me feel the way I do
Boy, I hate you so much
But what I'd do for you to stay
What I'd give for you to wait
For me and not just run away
And be in love for another day
Sometimes I wish I never knew
What loving you would ever do
To me and leave me wanting
To never have known what love is
Those 6 years flew by us so fast
Got me thinking we'd make it past
So many Questions I want to ask
If it wasn't for her would we have lasted?
So don't blame it on the distance
We both know thats not the reason
Cause i was yours and you were mine
And she was with you the whole time
Boy, I hate you so much
For making me feel the way I do
Boy, I hate you
Cause I'd still give it all for you
But what I'd do for you to stay
What I'd give for you to wait
For me and not just run away
And be in love for another day
Sometimes I wish I never knew
What loving you would ever do
To me and leave me wanting
To never have known what love is
Boy, I hate you so much
For making me feel the way I do
Boy, I hate you
Cause I'm still in love with you
Guess I wasn't enough for you to stay
Never really worth the wait
Cause you just left and ran away
Why'd it have to be that way?
Sometimes I wish I never knew
What loving you would ever do to me
And leave me wanting
To have never known what love is
To have never known what love is