I need to leave, I need to escape, I Need to breathe, I need time to find My own in the
Mistakes and the purity
Do you really know what it means To find your true meaning, your true Being, the thing that
Makes you up, your soul is heating, Your soul is eating the pain, the pain That makes the
Fear, the fear that makes the hate, The hate that is so near
I start to hear the rain when I see That you're in pain, I don't know What you've been through
But you've got nothing to gain
I was able to sit down and have a Talk with myself, I tell him f*ck Everybody and do what's
Best for your health, but really I Don't know if that would be the best Route to take because My life is What I make of it now and these Days, hey
Life is different from what you Believe it is, pain is one of the Factors that makes you
Believe in it
If you can't have pain in life then What is it, it's not really something You're living
Now, is it
Don't you know that the zone that You're living in is made of rights And wrongs, the morals
That you pivoted
It's stupid that people try to throw Out their wrongs and rights and Make up new ways to
Live their life, but you should really Take that pain that you made and The doubt, that
Jay, the fear that you raised, embody That hate and make it something Worth living for
This power you can use it to your Advantage, you pivot more than just The pain, the hate
The rage, the trauma, the pain, the Mistakes, everything that makes You ache
I used to feel these doubts in every Single day, but now I use it to Power my motivation
In ways
I found it made me stronger, I found It made me better, I found it made Me overall a person
Of no endeavors
I've been hungry all my life, yeah, Yeah, starved all my life
When I watch the rain I feel all my Pain slip away, slowly floating Away, turning to dust
And fading away, my pain is a Memory, not a mistake
We will have spent much time here In Harlem