Chvnky Xviv - Letter to George Lyrics

Lord forgive for the shit I always do
Forgive me for the times when I let my father down
Ye I try, ye I try and get stable on my feet
Times when I get lonely, think of him and then I weep

I still remember, I still remember how you smiled
How you loved weed and your homies took your life
Told me how the world wasn't the way that I had seen
Told me stick to family and they'll make sure you win

And its true, I'm always winning til eternity
And I got snakes, hissing and smiling right infront of me
I'm damaged, I never had a father figure
After you had died, mom and I haven't been cool and its bad

Its been years since we spoke
Ever since you died the whole family has been broke and I'm tired
I seem cool when they see me
But they don't know when I'm alone, I'm lucid dreaming

About the times when I could look into your big eyes
When you'd park your Porsche and you'd tell me "get inside"
I still think, about the times we could've had
How much time has passed and my granny's all I have

She's your mom but she took me when I was in need
And she taught me how channel insecurities
I'm confident, I've never been this way I never was
Swear I noticed life isn't bout money and the cars

Now you dead, 9 years in the coffin
If I didn't move in with your mom I could've lost it
I still remember when a nigga last saw you
I still remember when a nigga last saw you

23 of March is a blessing and curse
A curse because you died and a blessing coz of Reece
He inspired me when I never had nothing, none at all
Now my life changed, chill w/ shmoke a bong (F*ck it!)

I can't contain it, I've been missing you for 9 years
Aluta cries when she hears your name on her ears
Bongani's distant I don't know what he's about
I hope that you protecting us, a angel from above and I LOVE YOU
Always did and Always will