Chyde - Flowers Lyrics

I've always been the kid that kept it 100 from the start
Who would've thought that loving me was so hard
Kept my head up through the shit saw the tunnel in the dark
And even though it did I never let it break my heart
Emotions trying to breathe as they reaching for the surface
Motion draws me deep, as I'm seeking for the purpose
I was bleeding out for her, now I am speaking and its hurting
Seeking meaning to the person, now I'm seeking means to word it
Sorrys you should've gave me, never got them, beg your pardon
I couldn't find the peace so then I guess I'll go to war then
How could you ever blame me for watering my garden?
Now the promises you gave me, they are rotten, so I tossed them'
Tossed them in the trash bin, lost them in a past tense
Lost and I crashed then, f*ck whatever has been
It's sad we never lasted, but nothings everlasting
Standing by our funeral throw flowers on the casket

Breakups hard cuz it feels like death
Step back for a moment let me take a breath, oh yes
So many things you said (things you said)
Things you did I can't forget
You had me falling, had me falling for you
Had me falling, had me falling
What a mess
So many things you said (things you said)
Things you did I can't forget (I can't forget)

I been looking at my thoughts and I'm hoping that they fade away
Cuz when I stay with all of them, they argue and they makes me blame
Everything on you, like my only regret is you
It's true how you did me like that? unless I'm dead to you
But I never played with you, you played me till I vomited
Now I hope you play this too, and feel your stomach knotting and
I'm sorry I was bothered when, you always got to arguing
Always saw the problems but never sought to solving them

And it's sad we had to go, wasn't gods plan for us to grow
Can only imagine but never know
So now I'm standing with a rose
And its dried up in my hands
Love got me tied up in my hands
Some things I dont... some things I will never understand

Breakups hard cuz it feels like death
Step back for a moment let me take a breath, oh yes
So many things you said (things you said)
Things you did I can't forget
You had me falling, had me falling for you
Had me falling, had me falling
What a mess
So many things you said (things you said)
Things you did I can't forget (I can't forget)