Chyde - Joker Lyrics

For the longest of time, I measured
Life as a treasure to find, to lesser
What's going on in my mind, the pressure
How do you go on when you're dying, I'm not sure

Why so serious
I ask myself
Am I delirious
If I don't act like them
I was infurious
They all acted like friends
But they're injurious
They all lacking their sense
It's so hilarious
How I've been at it since
I was the mysterious
Guy who rapped for himself
Now they're curious
They coming back here again
Why so serious?
Now I'm just laughing at them

I don't want you to like me
Take the blindfolds off and you might see
What does it mean to live righteously
You don't f*cking know what's lifes like to me
Is it the house, the car, and the wifey?
Living life so large you're a star on IG?
Just cuz I'm expressing myself and my thoughts
It doesn't mean you know who the f*ck you are
Enough to tell me what's right for me
It's funny how many ghost followers are nice to me
In person but it's a different face online
It's like they all get in line to put on their pokerface
I'm wearing my jokerface all the time
Now I'm supposed to follow their guidelines
Like they was drawn by gods lines
And everything they do is holy
And I'm a sinner just for speaking my mind
I have no reason behind
Just someone for you to spit your insecurities on me
If that's the truth then come and judge me
Got nothing to prove for you to f*cking love me
But don't act like you're flawless, to be honest
I see a lot of yall whose parents are ashamed of their daughters
I see a lot of yall who all talk like you're brothers
But as soon as shit goes of you switch sides to the other
Trying to make up for the absence of your father
And you think you gon get a sec of my life, man don't bother

I'm going live motherf*cker now
I feel so alive motherf*cker now
It's my time to shine motherf*cker now
Used to cry now inside I'm smiling all the time

Why so serious
I ask myself
Am I delirious
If I don't act like them
I was infurious
They all acted like friends
But they're injurious
They all lacking their sense
It's so hilarious
How I've been at it since
I was the mysterious
Guy who rapped for himself
Now they're curious
They coming back here again
Why so serious?
Now I'm just laughing at them
Why so serious?