Ci - Pondering Lyrics

If you fall in love
It's hard to get back up
They say love's a rush
Hope you say no to drugs
And when your time is up
Feels worse than giving up
Cause you ain't giving up
But you forced to pick up
The pieces
To fix it back up
I prolly' should just back up
And let it tumble, Jenga
Don't believe in bad luck
At all
Up all night long
Thinking, singing songs
(I'm Pondering)
No reply, no reaction
Crazy how life just happens
Pissed off man I want some action
They talk for they satisfaction
I can't be alone by accident
Guess I need my space to do this magic
Gorgeous demons holdin' my heart captive
My mind doin' backflips
Yeah, yeah
Lately I been living so lonely
Lord what are you tryna' show me
(You left me here pondering)
(Left me here, still pondering)
Pain pushing out through this poetry
New pain turned me to the old me
(You left me here pondering)
(Left me here, still pondering)
Solo, now I'm second guessing
Pressed her, ended up with depression
Love left, now I'm with depression
Still got so many questions