cicæda - Over It Lyrics

I say that I'm over it
But it's getting harder and harder
To convince myself that I don't give a shit
'Cause I guess I really don't know
Whether I'm over it
Thinkin' 'bout it all day long
I even wrote a song
To prove that I'm over it
(I'm not over it)
He left me tongue tied
And dead on the inside
And trust me I've tried
To get him off my mind
Thinkin' 'bout it all day long
I even wrote a song
To prove that I'm over it
And I'll remember the night that you left
Left me in a daze
In a dizzying downward spiral but I've got something to numb the pain
And I'll re-up on the drugs that are
Keep keeping you away
If I was in my right mind tonight
I wouldn't be asking you to stay
You left me hanging like
High and dry
Know you cut me like a knife
Carved my heart out with your lies
(And now I see the malice in your eyes)
Tryna blink away the tears I cry
You had me fooled that you were on my side
But I know I'll make it out alive
And now I see the malice in your eyes
I've never felt this way
And I think it's safe to say that nobody
Should ever have to feel this way
And I guess I'm a little lost
In a state of disarray
Been dwellin' on it all night long
That's when I wrote these songs
To rid me of my misery
(I'm not over it)
I can see headlights flash
On my bedroom walls
They've got me thinking of the past
Will you (Call)
Thinkin' 'bout it all day long
I even wrote a song
To prove that I'm over it
You left me hanging like
High and dry
Know you cut me like a knife
Carved my heart out with your lies
(And now I see the malice in your eyes)
Tryna blink away the tears I cry
You had me fooled that you were on my side
But I know I'll make it out alive
And now I see the malice in your eyes
And I'll remember the night that you left
Left me in a daze
In a dizzying downward spiral but I've got something to numb the pain
And I'll re-up on the drugs that are
Keep keeping you away
If I was in my right mind tonight
I wouldn't be asking you to stay
(And I'll remember the night)
Been staring, at the ceiling
Too long
In my dreams, I still kiss you
You're gone
You left me hanging like
High and dry
Know you cut me like a knife
Carved my heart out with your lies
(And now I see the malice in your eyes)
Tryna blink away the tears I cry
You had me fooled that you were on my side
But I know I'll make it out alive
And now I see the malice in your eyes