I thought (I was getting better) Video (MV)

I don't wanna go outside
I don't wanna be alone anymore
The pain in my chest is becoming too much
I'm sick of losing sleep and I don't want to anymore
I don't want to anymore I don't want to anymore
I don't want to anymore
There's a light that's been lost
From in my eyes
For too long now
I'm not the same as I was
That person is gone
It's too late now
You could say that I've been doing alright unless you count the times I've thought of taking my life
I'm sick of it
I'm losing it
The days are getting darker along with my thoughts
Some day I hope to find the light that I've lost I'm sick of it
I'm losing it
There's a light that's been lost
From in my eyes
For too long now
I'm not the same as I was
That person is gone
It's too late now
I don't wanna go outside I don't wanna be alone anymore
The pain in my chest is becoming too much
I don't wanna go outside I don't wanna be alone anymore
The pain in my chest is becoming too much
There's a light that's been lost
From in my eyes
For too long now
I'm not the same as I was
That person is gone
It's too late now
There's a light that's been lost
From in my eyes
For too long now
I'm not the same as I was
That person is gone
It's too late now
I've been lost
I've been lost
I've been lost