You're checking out
And I wish that I wasn't
Finding so many good things to keep me around
It's not that hard to leave
But everything gets boxed in, cut up and laid out
By summer's end I'm hoping you could show me around
Thank you so much for the new motivation
Without your bravery I won't find mine
In the back of your mind, maybe the doubt still creeps
This leap of faith crossed more than just state lines
No one said it'd be like this
That over time I won't give a shit about anyone and feel let down
I'm hanging on a thread
The last one time to where I live
What I wouldn't give to have the same problems somewhere else
I could live with that
Is it the fear of being out by yourself
Or the pressure you put on yourself for someone else
Is the negative side of every outcome the only thing that holds you back
I've got everything I need to be alone inside the walls I built
I lean hard on bitterness and jealousy but they're things I've got no use for
No one said it'd be like this
Don't fill me in on the things I missed
I'm hanging on a thread
The last one time to where I live
What I wouldn't give to have the same
What I wouldn't give to have the same
What I wouldn't give to have the same problems somewhere else
What I wouldn't give to have the same problems somewhere else
I could live with that