Staring at the lights
Waiting for my first mistake
Hoping that I'd realize
How I got caught up in being so upset
Keep writing fiction for my own benefit
So much for riding high
I keep saying to myself
Now I'm sorting through the lies
Looking for a second to be myself
I lost all focus and I act like someone else
Running laps around the person that I was
To get anywhere you've got to step on someone's shoes
Knowing this and seeing how I've still gone nowhere
I'll do it on my own
I'm going nowhere
I'll do it on my own
I'm going nowhere
Looking for a second to be myself
I lost all focus and I act like someone else
Wondering how I got to being so upset
Keep writing fiction for my own benefit
For my own benefit