Cj - Take Me Home! Lyrics

Take Me Home!
Let me go!
I'm really tired of running laps
I'm lost again, f*cked in the head
And all I'm seeing is the black
I'm asking god every f*cking day is it gonna last?
Cause I've been feelings pretty f*cking stupid for going and trying to repeat the past
I've turned nothing into some, and you know this ain't my last
F*ck that shit that they be talking, cause you know that shit is whack
You can't even come around and try to switch it on us
Lately it's been getting so hard to trust
F*ck why everything gotta feel real different?
Dissolve a tab up on my tongue it got me feeling real twisted
Don't wanna think that I'm alone but I can not see the difference
I guess I'm lost up in my ways but I was born just to kill it
All these statements on my arm they hurt more then the feeling
So please don't think that I'm misguided cause I still got the vision
Got me feeling so high key so I'm really going like f*ck it
So don't push me the wrong way the wrong way
We hitting you and ur lil dudes and y'all all just be bluffing
Yea we them real G's yea we don't play, don't play
I don't know what gotten into me I'm a loose screw
All the stupid shit I did, I didn't mean too
I've been all around the f*cking city tryna see you
Feeling catch me off guard, I'm really going woah, woah, woah, woah
I'm like an empty f*cking 5th, a broken bottle on the floor
You catch me wearing all black just to cover this damn whole
I can feel I'm getting closer I can feel it in my soul
Smoked a P too the face so I can get straight to the lord
Please just take me home, please just take me home to see you
I've been feeling like my destiny is just to be you
I'm about to take off, take flight, I'm about to break through
Always knew from the start that I had to get that cake ooh
(Take Me Home!, Take me home, please just take me home)
It's getting blurry in my face shit getting hard to tell
Don't think you coming back cause you don't know what real
Please just take me home, take me home, I've been in a spell
Thought that I was Up, But I was down, I went straight to hell
Thought you pick me up if I fall but damn I fell
Got a couple wishes hope they come true, throw them in the well
I've been feeling ill they been saying it's been hard to tell
Put my heart in shambles leave it in the cell
They said it's hard to tell, hard to tell
Yea they said it's hard to tell, hard to tell
I don't give a f*ck what they be on, I don't commit the violence
Yea, girl getting so crazy always getting violent
Really don't know what to say so I just keep it quiet
I'm getting lost in this rage I'm about to break the silence
Take me home and let me see you, I just need your guidance
And every since you been gone I've been feeling lifeless
Why everywhere I go I feel just like this?
And if I tell you that lil some you gotta keep it quiet
Yea yea, real quiet, Yea yea, real quite
I'm bout to bring out all the rage I'm bout bring out a riot
I'm tryna get up to the top but I ain't tryna be a pilot
Walking mellow in the room you know I'm always the highest
Smoking green feeling strong, yea I feel like a giant
Always getting to my way cause I've been staying compliant
Please just take me home, take me home, please don't shut me down
All I'm seeing, black is getting really hard to move around
Heart just broke again I know you really love to hear that sound
Please just take me home, take me home please don't shut me down
Please just take me home, take me home, I can't be around
Please just take me home, take me home, I need another round
How many shots does it take to get right to the ground?
I've been feeling hella lost but now I'm thinking I'm found
Oh yea, I've been lying, I've been drowning and drowning
Really need you hear right now you got me shouting and shouting
Pouting and pouting, frowning and frowning
So please just take me home f*ck this money I'm counting
Don't know what's the problem, Don't know what had happened
It's really f*cked up in this world it's tryna teach me a lesson
Took my Pops away from me and straight sent him to heaven
And ever since that you been gone I've been feeling lifeless