CJ.Con - Waiting for a Train (feat. Gvnny) Lyrics

Time traveling through my dreams I think I'm really lost
It doesn't really seem like i'm even going far
Too much food upon my plate it's getting hard for me to chew
But I eat it anyway I need to put on weight
Now I'm looking at my eye bags through a dirty mirror
I can't recognize what I f*cking become
(Love yourself you'll never lose)
Feeling lonesome feeling angry
I ain't handsome I'm a dummy
What's the ransom I hope its my soul
I hope life works out yeah

When I wake up and it starts raining
I'm just praying for a better day
Oh will you stay through the night and day
Through the ups and downs when I'm not around
Lift up me up the ground

I'm talking bout love and drugs and being drunk yeah
Intoxicated with your looks next to you I give no f*cks yeah
I already said enough yeah won't you love me baby
Let me drive you crazy
I can take you places, I can take you places
Where you wanna go?

(Even though it's cursed)
What's going on inside this mind of mine am I just wasting time
Am I just wasting time?
I'm looking at your sight and see my pride reflecting through your mirror eyes
Through your mirror eyes
(Even though its cursed)
I'm asking the God I don't believe in
For some shit that I don't need
Waiting for a train to take me where I'm s'posed to be
Waiting for the time I'm recognized for my greatness
Waiting for my eyes to show me how I'm s'posed to see
Even though it's cursed

(Even though its cursed)
Unfulfilled
You see before I fall asleep
I ponder in my dreams and feel devoid of things essential to my creativity
I pray for sleep paralysis induce my dreams through W.I.L.D
Don't get too excited or you'll wake up
Through fever dreams, my mind travels to the middle of no where and fear exists with hope
Through lucid dreams, encounters of lust and the conscious unconscious delivers my dose of reality
I think my totem broke, I can't tell if I'm a dream or not
I do this all with ease and a struggle, its a gift
(Even though its cursed)