Clara Hopkins - As a Dream Lyrics

Its been months since you left
And I'm still looking at the driveway
Still feel the ice on your breath
Wish I found the words to make you stay

Your presence haunts me wherever I go
Find myself wandering into danger
I promised I wouldn't sink that low
Going through my days in a washed blur

Your ghost is all I see, these days
I haven't been myself lately, these days
And I think if you were here with me
I'd probably see you as a dream
These days

I've got the pattern down
Need to feel the rush to see you again
But now the pain is too loud
Will that stop me from doing the worst, then?

And every single time you're there,
So clear, begging me not to go too far
And every single time I breathe you in, fight the tears
And I let you go to save my heart

Your ghost is all I see, these days
I haven't been myself lately, these days
And I think if you were here with me
I'd probably see you as a dream
These days

I've never felt so dead before you left
Now I see stars in my eyes
I'll cling to you forever, even now
Risking my life to feel alive
Your ghost is all I see, these days
I haven't been myself lately, these days
And I think if you were here with me
I'd probably see you as a dream
These days