Clay Hodges - Mary's Lamb Lyrics

I just wanna kill myself
Won't you help me build myself
I just need to heal myself
All this pain I'm still myself
Anxieties deprivin' me
Happiness I try to keep
All these feelings inside of me
Mary why you'd lie to me

I'm just tryna find a piece of mind and a piece of shine when it's dark out
Why you tryna take a piece of mine when I'm weak and tryin'?
What yo heart 'bout
Life will do you in, better learn to swim especially when the sharks out
It's a dog eat dog world, they'll kill you 'fore you let ya bark out (Bark)
I'm just tryna find my place in this place
I'm just tryna find a way to escape
I'm just tryna find an island
I been lost at sea wildin'
I just wanna be back home
I ain't been there in so so long
But there's a reason why I left

Mary had a little lamb
It's fleece black as coal
And everywhere that Mary went, the lamb could not go
One day the lamb had a dream, and she told him no
So the lamb packed up all his bags, and left from his home

What you know about ya big bruh gettin' shot, paralyzed neck down
What you know about yo niece sentenced 15 years gettin' pat down
What you know about ya nephew gettin' stabbed 'cause he don't back down
What you know 'bout playin' background?
Karma always come back round
What you know 'bout cheatin' on yo girl?
Scared to tell her 'cause she gone leave
What you know 'bout burdens on yo shoulders?
I just really be free
I got somethin'
Inside of me
And it's makin me like you no matter
How much I don't try to be
So

Don't blame me (Don't blame me, don't blame me)
For being like you (You make me this way)
Don't (Don't) blame me (Blame me)
For being like you (You made me this way)

Mary had a little lamb (Mary had a little lamb)
It's fleece black as coal (It's fleece black as coal)
And everywhere that Mary went
(And everywhere she went), the lamb could not go (No, no, no,no, no)
One day the lamb had a dream (And the lamb had a dream), and she told him no (She told him no)
So the lamb packed up all his bags (He pack up all his bags), and left from his home
(He left from his home)
He left from his home
His home
He left from his home
Home
His home
He left from his home
From his home