Clint - Only for a Lifetime Lyrics

Sometimes I feel like the stone tied to my leg
You can't compete when you're not even in the race
A broken smile convinces you I want you back
Well at least I would if I had had you
Only for a minute only for a lifetime
I've never been that serious with empty phrases
Only for an hour only for one night
I hope my heart was right
And I still keep pretending things will happen in a while
But first doubts are never ending and in the mirror I see me smile
I laugh about myself how ridiculous he is
The place where I felt save how ridiculous it is
I've learned my lesson but I'll make the same mistakes
I'll teach a lesson I don't care how long it takes
I picked a number to guide me on my way
A starting number now there's nothing left to say