Cloud Dior - Hole in my heart Lyrics

I'm wasting my time
Gotta stop wasting my time
Need to get back on my grind
I show them love and emotions but they ain't paying no mind
I kept it real with every move but they ain't used to my kind
I think I'm better off alone just me myself and I
I'm outside trying to find love but I got a hole in my heart
Feel like family and friends just be using me
Told you exactly how I feel and you start abusing me
I blame myself for acting dumb but you ain't bitching me
If you want this I could stay all night
I might love you but if you give me a sign
Hey I can't hate on nobody
Nigga I wish you the best
Got a bitch driving me in the backseat smoking gas
I know I can't keep you happy baby
I was trying my best
Why did I try to fix you when myself was a mess
I was loving you
I couldn't love myself
I give it all to you ain't nun rest for myself
Keep it real with me
I gave you the love that you ain't never had
Got to stop wasting my time
Need to get back on my grind
I showed him love and emotions but they ain't paying no mind
I kept it real with every move but they ain't used to my kind
I think I'm better off alone just me myself and I
I'm outside trying to find love but I got a hole in my heart
Feel like family and friends just be using me
Told you exactly how I feel and you start abusing me
I blame myself for acting dumb but you ain't bitching me