Before It Gets Better Video (MV)

"And everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"
Some days I think I'm doing a little better and fine
But in a blink I am surrounded
All these hills turn into mountains
Wanted: Life
But my head is filled with dynamite
Every glint, I have to drown it
Shook a fear and then I found ten
Oh help, I feel my heart
It's acting up oh and these patches don't help, yeah
Ride every wave
I'm so afraid to fall down
But they say
"Everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"
But I just can not take it right now
"Everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"
But I just can not take it right now
Barely hear what they're saying
It feels too far away here
Where I'm tryin to stay alive, riding waves of self-denial
And I curved all my edges, so worn down but restless
Nevermind how I try try try
Call me crazy
But I'm bathing in a sea of pain and scars
It's amazing, and frustrating how these fears are stacking up
I'm repainting all these shades and tell myself that that's enough
'Cause I don't know how I can pull it off
"And everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"
But I just can not take it right now
"Everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"
But I just can not take it right now
Ooh-ooh-oh-oh
Ooh-ooh-oh-oh
Ooh-ooh-oh-oh
Ooh-ooh-oh-oh
"And everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"
But I just can not take it right now
"Everybody knows that you gotta lose control before it gets better"
But I just can not take it right now
(Ooh-ooh-oh-oh)
(Ooh-ooh-oh-oh)
But I just can not take it right now
(Ooh-ooh-oh-oh)
(Ooh-ooh-oh-oh)
But I just can not take it right now