Clouds - Disappointment Lyrics

I must be f*cking gay the way I love these Benjamins
Going to your block take your shit like an enderman
You look super feminine
You got lots of estrogen
I look like a skeleton
But I'm a different specimen
And I'm sipping medicine
Thick as blood from venison
Roaches in my cabinets I was living in a tenement
Eating on some gelatin
Take a trip to Edmonton
I f*cked on that bitch last night her name is Evelyn
No ressentiment
I was kicking it with the homies Popped another seal with my gentlemen
With my regiment
We was tagging on the walls Running from the police with adrenaline
She got sentiments
I remember telling her my love was never really motherf*cking genuine
I'm a denizen
I was in these Oxnard streets running mucks since the motherf*cking age of ten

I'm a disappointment to my f*cking family
They got lots of agony
Wish I studied gravity
I've lived under canopies
I've seen lots of casualties
Sipping and I'm smoking ye my teeth got some cavities
Get so high see the galaxy
The time slow but feels rapidly
Stand on the tip of the balcony
I'm a disappointment to my motherf*cking family

I'm sipping on this cough syrup and it ain't prescribed
It got me mystified
Codeine is what I like
I grew up in them projects
Yah I grew up subsidized
I grew up in the south of Oxnard down in Squires Drive
I grew up in them trenches where we learn to shoot and fight
Represent the 805
Til I motherf*cking die
Shooting like my name A.I.
Hearing gunshots in the night
Rolling up another joint what I'm smoking
Northern lights
And I got different tendencies
Ain't no Hennessy
Only promethazine
I know a couple fiends
Who got some felonies
You talking all that shit
With no discrepancy
I got dependency
To this f*cking weed
I mean specifically
In parenthesis
The Indica is my ascendancy
It controls all power that's over me

I'm a disappointment to my f*cking family
They got lots of agony
Wish I studied gravity
I've lived under canopies
I've seen lots of casualties
Sipping and I'm smoking
Yeah my teeth got some cavities
Get so high see the galaxy
The time slow but feels rapidly
Stand on the tip of the balcony
I'm a disappointment to my motherf*cking family

My presence is so present
I'm boutta teach a lesson
I keep on my hip
Yeah you know a Smith and Wesson
This weed is so fluorescent
I've smoked since adolescence
They take anti depressants
But to me their obsolescent
I keep on f*cking smoking
All this kush is evanescent
This weed is my investment
I make it so apparent
My homies stay transparent
They seem like my lieutenants
After school I used to turn on the tv and watch some Clarence
You can go
But I ain't so clement
You was running
Like a track star contestant
Yeah my finger is a bullet propellant
I'm in the streets and you know I declare it
My homies locked in the city of crescent
I take a hit
Yeah it feels like a blessing
When I was broke they used to treat us like peasants
I was walking on the road of the valley that's pleasant

I'm a disappointment to my f*cking family
They got lots of agony
Wish I studied gravity
I've lived under canopies
I've seen lots of casualties
Sipping and I'm smoking
Yeah my teeth got some cavities
Get so high see the galaxy
The time slow but feels rapidly
Stand on the tip of the balcony
I'm a disappointment to my motherf*cking family

I'm a disappointment to my f*cking family
They got lots of agony
Wish I studied gravity
I've lived under canopies
I've seen lots of casualties
Sipping and I'm smoking
Yeah my teeth got some cavities
Get so high see the galaxy
The time slow but feels rapidly
Stand on the tip of the balcony
I'm a disappointment to my motherf*cking family