Clouds Above - Distain Lyrics

Ashes rain on a life that used to be
I wish i could see more clearly
Because it used to be mine, just like you
I don't know if this is something i'll get through
I run and stumble through the haze
Hoping this is just a phase
You never come around anymore
So ill scream this from the floor
Because the prescriptions don't pay for
The questions you've yet to answer for
Everyday i try and find
The way out of my own damn mind
How can i put this behind me
And change this frame of mind
I thought that I
Could help you out
And you'd help me
I thought we had this figured out
I thought that I
Could help you out
And you'd help me
I thought we had this figured out
Silent but screaming
What an oxymoron I can be
Just like how I go missing
Every time You leave
You never come around anymore
So i'll scream this from the floor
Because the prescriptions dont ease the pain
Behind these metaphors
This is not just the end of this song
But of us unless we really want
To pick the pieces up again like nothings wrong