Clouds Above - Return Lyrics

Once again left alone
Really don't know how to grow
Seems like the end
But it's just the beginning of this show
A show called life
That makes me wanna rip out my throat
Again and again
Cycling back and forth and in between
The colors fading
Like an effect on a movie screen
Why can't you love her for just one night
I can't handle the judgment all the time
And it's scary
That I scare you
And I'm sorry I don't know what to tell you
I don't mean to complain
But it's really not ok
And it's really hard to say
I don't want to see you as they
I don't mean to abstain
But all I see is grey
What do I need to obtain
To get you off this path with better aim
Do we still have time
To fix our eyesight
And make things alright
At least try to fight
Slipping down the sand
Toward a hopeful end
Just to make this last
A fortune I would spend
I know that things have been a little rough
But I promise you you're tougher than it looks