Ego Video (MV)

What an amazing sight that I see
I see seven billion people struggling to figure out what this all means
The world that we hear
The that world we see
It's unbelievable to me
This mind we have why does it weave
These intricate stories and intrinsically breed
Ideas after idea after idea after idea after
Repeat
These cycles of infinity
They string us along
We forget where we are
We forget it's a song
We forget to belong
In the end we can only see
What it means to be you
What it means to be me
This world its full of so much
So much so much so much so much empty
A world so full
The ego is just a tool get through
Each moment of being of being of being of being you
A world so cruel
The ego is just a tool to get through
Each moment of being of being of being of being you
If the beginning was chaos
The great nothing the unknown
Then came the everything
And everything became from the none
When we awoken we realized something
That there was both within the One
That there was duality within the infinite
But within is isn't and in isn't is the sum
And the realization that they're not opposites
They are two polarities
The most two extremes
And this gave us consciousness
This realization of the greatness and all in the spectrums
And I realize this truth when I'd be sitting
In meditations on my recollections
Making time for reflections
Trying to reach a state
Or just a glimpse of self-realization
Some sense of enlightenment, transcendence
Unification, ascension
Whatever it is, I want to be more
Be better than this manifestation
More than my parents creation
More than a product of environmental limitations
Something like the spiritual being of penetrating light
Luminous illuminations
When I'm centered and single-minded
Reaching a state of stillness and clarity I am reminded
That I'm more than the demons that live in my guts
More than the voices that live in my brain
If I can discipline the body
The heart-mind can be balanced and maintained
But until then
The spirit and self are forever separated
Then forever separated I remain
A world so full
The ego is just a tool to get through
Each moment of being of being of being of being you
A world so full
The ego is just a tool to get through
Each moment of being of being of being of being you
But it all sets in
And I can't stand again
I can't stand any more
The stress and the pressure the chaos the realization
The anxiety which puts me curled up in a ball on the bathroom floor
It's to much for me to handle
The pressures of life and trying to live it so full
I'm trying I'm trying
I'm trying my best I swear
I'm trying I'm trying
I'm trying I'm dying
I'm dying from self inflicted self destructive self indulgent
Sadomasochistic emotional delusions
Galore
A world so full
The ego is just a tool to get through
Each moment of being of being of being of being you
A world so full
The ego is just a tool to get through
Each moment of being of being of being
Of being of being of being of being of being with you