Hole in My Heart Video (MV)

Give it a year to divide
Never too late to decide my
Future without a face
You asked me if I would come inside
But I, never comply
I'm stuck deep inside and I know what I would need to be
How I would need to grow
Here we go
Here we go
I'm stuck in my mind and all I can find seems to becoming intwined
So many years that go by, thinking ya coming like something divine
Ya tell me to fight for what seems so "unseamable"
Seeing them seem to go the with flow
But what is the purpose to all of this, I wanna know

Can you explain to me how
There's a hole in the earth
There's a hole in the earth
And a hole in my heart
Can you explain to me how
There's a hole in the earth
There's a hole in the earth
There's a hole in the earth
I'll wait

It was a dark year of my life
I never had such anger
I never saw such strife
It's all I got, it's all I have going for me
This tension that you're feeding me
It's something that compels me
To make the change
To call for rain
Let the thunder come down
Let the hail break through the shame
I'm sorry I promised to give you so much
I'm sorry I had quit on you from the clutch
I got nothing left to say
I got nothing left to see
I got nothing left to be
Nothing left but saying goodbye
Saying goodbye to everything you have given to me
But then I'm stuck in a sea of freeze
And I'm stuck without any means it seems
And I'm stuck without these seeds
I'm stuck without these dreams
And I'm stuck without anything left to hold onto that defines me
Separate from you
Separate from everything that you would assume
Separate from your world
Separate from what you unfurled
Separate from the lies that you have swirled
To me
Who am i
And where do I define me
Where do I start where do I end
Where are the scars that show where I have been
I'll just keep playing this same game
This same game
This same game
Until I see something that can save me
Save me
I'm stuck 'til the end
Ugh
It was a dark year
And I would blame you, but I was there too
And even though we lost him young, we lost him young
He what got us through
So far so far, and for so many years for sure
And even though I'm mad, even though I'm hurt
Know that I don't blame you, no not at all

Can you explain to me how
There's a hole in the earth
There's a hole in the earth
And a hole in my heart
Can you explain to me how
There's a hole in the earth
There's a hole in the earth
There's a hole in the earth
I'll wait

Let's reflect on the times and let's see what all went wrong
It seems to be and it seems to me that we just could not get along
We never could be a real team, and that was our real problem
You tried I tried, but what does that mean
We split at the seams, so I guess this means
So long. for sure

Can you explain to me how
There's a hole in the earth
There's a hole in the earth
And a hole in my heart
Can you explain to me how
There's a hole in the earth
There's a hole in the earth
There's a hole in the earth
I'll wait

This is the end