Never Come Back Video (MV)

Am I really gonna make it?
Probably I'm not
Do I still have to pretend I don't give a f*ck?
I'm so sick of taking every single good advice
I'd rather live to make mistakes than being perfect and die
No I can't sleep at night
And no it's not all right
Every second that I loose will not come back
Never come back
And after all these years
I shouldn't be but I'm still here
Wasting all my time
I'll never have another chance
Am I wasting all my time waiting for something more?
When every new day feels like shit like every one before
Is it worth fighting for something?
Is it just too late?
I overthink when I'm in bed
I dream when I'm awake
No I can't sleep at night
And no it's not all right
Every second that I loose will not come back
Never come back
And after all these years
I shouldn't be but I'm still here
Wasting all my time
I will never have another chance
I should be what I'm not
Why am I stuck in all this?
My whole life is a cage
Shouldn't I take the risk?
I'm getting tired of trying
I'm tired of making plans
Cause I know it won't be enough doing all I can
No I can't sleep at night
And no it's not all right
Every second that I loose will not come back
Never come back
And after all these years
I shouldn't be but I'm still here
Wasting all my time
I will never have another chance
I can't sleep at night
This makes me wanna cry
I wish I could just scream
Nobody can really understand
And after all these years
It's hard to fight my fears
And keep bleeding every day
Dragging myself well that's OK