Clout Caviar - Mental Lyrics

I keep my pain inside but I'll let it talk to you
These n***** talking crazy imma have to walk through them
Ian playing wit no n**** or no b**** imma do it
Ain't cared bout a age or gender imma do it
These n***** say they here for me I know they all lies
I never paid them mind I just go about my life
That s*** sound good for the gram, where was you in grind time?
N***** rather let you get s*** on in primetime
I know my girl a real one, and she mine
But my trust is f***** up I think she trying to waste my time
I'm heavy hearted 24, but I'll tell you I'm fine
I think that's the biggest lie that's controlling my life
She say she want sum kids, baby I'll give that a strike
Why would I have sum lil n***** in this world just to die?
Joansworld made a n**** have to open up his eyes
I peep these n***** faking and they envy in disguise
I know my girl here for me I still feel alone
Everyday I wake in somebody else home
I feel like I need to go away, and not come back
I call it a great escape but it's gonna ever last
Reminiscing on my old h*** in the past
Racing against myself and I still ended up in last
Sitting on my a** I wish would've went to class
I told mama I'll tighten up when I finally meet my dad
This thing we call life it's a blessing and a curse
Being broke in this day in age it really hurt
Feel the urge to lay a nigga down or snatch a purse
I prayed for the better days it only got worse
Living how I do it's still some s*** I need to learn
Shrugging these n***** off when they fake like they concerned
N**** tried to shit on me he couldn't wait his turn
I want that s*** in blood lil n**** it's what you earned
Let the lord just don't forsake me
Baby you cannot replace me
Baby get off on my mental
Get off on my mental