Clown Logic - Grave Lyrics

I think the road is melting, been happenin' all day
The pushin' and the shovin', the people at the grave
I saw my shadow, it was laughin', and it was laughing at me
A disconnected darkness, mocking everything it sees

My head is spinnin' and I think I'm gonna die
That's okay 'cause I don't wanna be alive anymore

You think it makes a difference, but in the end it's all the same
The murders he committed, the people she has saved
Oh the things that live inside me, are rippin' me apart, to get away
They have to pick another victim, anyone but me, not me

My head is spinnin' and I think I'm gonna die
That's okay 'cause I don't wanna be alive
All I do is breathe and hear these stupid songs in my head, yeah
Oh, my head is spinnin'

I forgot to wake up, been like this all day
There's no one at the altar, no people at the grave
Turn it off, turn it down, turn it over just don't turn around
I'm gonna wake up now, you can't talk me down, it's happenin' today

Oh, My head is spinnin' and I think I'm gonna die
That's okay 'cause I don't wanna be alive
All I do is breathe and hear these stupid songs in my head, yeah
My head is spinnin' and I think I'm gonna die
That's okay 'cause I don't wanna be alive anymore