Ghosts open the door when I'm home
A morgue lying dead on my bed when I'm bored
Bed keep my back off the floor
But I'm still feeling low
Still feeling sore
What more could I ask for
Pretty much married but still feel alone
Why am I so so attached to my phone
Can't poke my head out the door
Without feeling the cold
Brain saying no
Can't exist in a world where I feel like I do not belong
I feel like all I do is
Just work on these songs
For what? For self satisfaction that doesn't last long
Don't get me wrong
My songs bring me joy to my head
But self satisfaction ain't paying my rent
High expectations
For all my creations
Like I am the best
Then check my check
Like it's not about to be 0 dollars
And 0 cents
Don't remind me
I'm a zero n zero
With one more behind me
Like I'm not even trying
Cried so much in the past that
I don't feel like crying
Unmotivated my hair gettin slimey
Unfold all my emotions
Without someone even prying
But nobody cares
People got their own problems
And I got their's
But who's got mine
Who's got time
People have jobs and real lives
I've got a hoodie with peace sign
But I'm smart
My life shouldn't even be mine
But life's hard
Maybe I'm not smart as I think I
Should put these bars on hold
Like the bartenders busy
Or put my heart on hold
And love on myself for a minute
And be conscious of all my decisions
Put a glass on my life
And realize i am in it
I'm living
But am I doing it right
Right now
How I wish that the world would decide
Wish the world would just tell me my fate
Like my brain putting words in my face
It just comes to me
Why can't the rest come as easily
It's safe to say
Life's been nice
But the world has been mean to me
F*ck the world
I wish it would speak and tell me just what this life means to me
What is my purpose
And do I deserve this
Sitting on curbs
With my head in my curved hands
With tears to the top
Do I let em drop
Or hold on
To all that I got till it's gone
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Ghosts open the door when I'm home
A morgue lying dead on my bed when I'm bored
Bed keep my back off the floor
But I'm still feeling low
Still feeling sore
What more could I ask for
Pretty much married but still feel alone
Why am I so so attached to my phone
Can't poke my head out the door
Without feeling the cold
Brain saying no
Can't exist in a world where I feel like I do not belong
I feel like all I do is
Just work on these songs
For what? For self satisfaction that doesn't last long
Don't get me wrong
My songs bring me joy to my head
But self satisfaction ain't paying my rent
High expectations
For all my creations
Like I am the best
Then check my check
Like it's not about to be 0 dollars
And 0 cents
Don't remind me
I'm a zero n zero
With one more behind me
Like I'm not even trying
Cried so much in the past that
I don't feel like crying
Unmotivated my hair gettin slimey
Unfold all my emotions
Without someone even prying
But nobody cares
People got their own problems
And I got their's
But who's got mine
Who's got time
People have jobs and real lives
I've got a hoodie with peace sign
But I'm smart
My life shouldn't even be mine
But life's hard
Maybe I'm not smart as I think I
Should put these bars on hold
Like the bartenders busy
Or put my heart on hold
And love on myself for a minute
And be conscious of all my decisions
Put a glass on my life
And realize i am in it
I'm living
But am I doing it right
Right now
How I wish that the world would decide
Wish the world would just tell me my fate
Like my brain putting words in my face
It just comes to me
Why can't the rest come as easily
It's safe to say
Life's been nice
But the world has been mean to me
F*ck the world
I wish it would speak and tell me just what this life means to me
What is my purpose
And do I deserve this
Sitting on curbs
With my head in my curved hands
With tears to the top
Do I let em drop
Or hold on
To all that I got till it's gone
A morgue lying dead on my bed when I'm bored
Bed keep my back off the floor
But I'm still feeling low
Still feeling sore
What more could I ask for
Pretty much married but still feel alone
Why am I so so attached to my phone
Can't poke my head out the door
Without feeling the cold
Brain saying no
Can't exist in a world where I feel like I do not belong
I feel like all I do is
Just work on these songs
For what? For self satisfaction that doesn't last long
Don't get me wrong
My songs bring me joy to my head
But self satisfaction ain't paying my rent
High expectations
For all my creations
Like I am the best
Then check my check
Like it's not about to be 0 dollars
And 0 cents
Don't remind me
I'm a zero n zero
With one more behind me
Like I'm not even trying
Cried so much in the past that
I don't feel like crying
Unmotivated my hair gettin slimey
Unfold all my emotions
Without someone even prying
But nobody cares
People got their own problems
And I got their's
But who's got mine
Who's got time
People have jobs and real lives
I've got a hoodie with peace sign
But I'm smart
My life shouldn't even be mine
But life's hard
Maybe I'm not smart as I think I
Should put these bars on hold
Like the bartenders busy
Or put my heart on hold
And love on myself for a minute
And be conscious of all my decisions
Put a glass on my life
And realize i am in it
I'm living
But am I doing it right
Right now
How I wish that the world would decide
Wish the world would just tell me my fate
Like my brain putting words in my face
It just comes to me
Why can't the rest come as easily
It's safe to say
Life's been nice
But the world has been mean to me
F*ck the world
I wish it would speak and tell me just what this life means to me
What is my purpose
And do I deserve this
Sitting on curbs
With my head in my curved hands
With tears to the top
Do I let em drop
Or hold on
To all that I got till it's gone
Writer: Carter Davis
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