C&M - Self Lyrics

Telling me I'll never make it
Saying I'm wack
And can't rap
I'm trying to dictate my life for you
I only fight for you
But at the same time you dont got my back
You're the only one who puts me under attack!
Your like the coke without the jack
You already know my past
You're supposed to make up from what I lack
Telling me im ugly but no snack
You're the reason for my low self esteem
Cleary you and me are not a team
I wish you loved me and was not mean
Does this happen to everyone or just me?
I need the answers! (I need answers)

I can't deal with what I'm dealt
I can't even handle myself
Hard to gauge my mental health
My problems still on the shelf
I need help (help)
I need help (help)
But I just don't know
Where to go

Yo charlie this is the inner you
Your ugly and you can't rap
Your gonna die alone
You should have listened to me when i said it was your time to go (yo stop it)
(I'm gonna show you!)
You aint gonna show me shit
I can control you
(You don't know the real me)
I know all your insecurities
You hate being alone
(Ok tell me something i don't know?)
Your me and I'm you
(If what your telling me is true then you must be my biggest fan?)
No I'm not stan
(I don't understand, i dont understand, i don't understand, i dont understand)

There's no relief in sight
And I've only got so much fight
Left inside of me
But the misery
Won't let me be free
You see my problem is i always tried to please everyone else before me
It comes down to the only person you got to please is you( you)
I have yet to archive this rule
I feel like i'm drowning in a pool
Of my own blood and I'm holding the knife
I only have this one life! (Life)

I can't deal with what I'm dealt
I can't even handle myself
Hard to gauge my mental health
My problems still on the shelf
I need help (help)
I need help (help)
But I just don't know
Where to go!