Cope Me Thru Video (MV)

All this shit come with timing
I'm the one they put they faith in, imma do it I promise
I've been isolated lately, feel like I'm on a island
Every time I hang around it seems to flatten my pockets
I was young, I was watching, now I start all the riots
When I jumped in that fire I knew the devil was right there
And he grabbed me, I thought he had me, but I'm feeling different
I can't die up in these trenches got to switch how I'm living
I'm a great, they might see me late, celebrate in my death
Only time you get your flowers when you no longer left
They was 'round when shit was live but now they no longer there
Had feeling but they gone and now I no longer care
Talk under they breath, but see I know how they felt
I tried not to play the hand I was dealt, but I did
I knew it was dumb the first time, but I did that shit again
Once you open up that door it's gon' be hard to go back in
I'm the good boy, how the f*ck I turned out bad and filled with sin
When I lost my man, I think I lost myself, I was on ten
Got to risk my life just to support my dream it's hard to win
And they still gon' say I crashed if I get killed or get a sentence
But what I'm 'posed to do?
Sit and be broke for you?
I'm losing hope for you
You're supposed to cope me through
Sent my potna baby momma money, hope she jocin' you
Hope she don't think she finessing me, that's what I'm 'posed to do
Brudda put me in the game and showed me what that dope can do
Said he only cut it once, told me it still can take a two
Ok great, I was on that block everyday tryna' make it move
I then really did it all and I was still going to school
If I look out for y'all then imma lose
Figured he only hit me up whenever he tryna' use
So I ain't got no favors, I got love, but I can't trust you
And once I lose my trust it won't be long until it's f*ck you
Your bitch gon' hold it down before your brudda
I maneuver through the city with a bag around my cutter
I hate I gotta kill 'em, why we slaughtering each other?
But it's blood behind this shit, if I stop now he died for nothing.