Co_conspirator - Captive Indecision Lyrics

After Several moments of insight
Analyze what you've witnessed here
Multiply this day by a lifetime
Then try your hand at crippling fear

I'm out of my mind
Wishing that I could decide
This isn't life or death
You fail to see the problem

A captive of this indecision
Distorted view of right or wrong
Unknown results leave me frozen
"Just flip a f*cking coin and move along"

I'm out of my mind
Wishing that I could decide
This isn't life or death
And becomes all our problem

Can take it watching me buried underneath "yes" and "no"

Can you take it, watching me
Spending a lifetime in-between
"Yes" and "no"
I wish that I could show you
What's inside of my mind
Show you what's inside

Can you take it, watching me
Spending a lifetime in-between
"Yes" and "no"
I wish that I could show you
What's inside of my mind

The sun shines blackness upon my face
Feel the earth collapsing from the weight
There's a sickness growing deep inside
And it's pushing me to hide

This weight is pushing over onto me
Because I can't show you what I mean
Every time that I've looked inside
All I see is a corrupted state of mind

A witness to this trial so tragic
The mental scars to prove you wrong
Try but fail to understand it
Just give up and Kindly move along

I'm out of my mind
Wishing that I could show

Can you take it, watching me
Spending a lifetime in-between
"Yes" and "no"
I wish that I could show you
What's inside of my mind