Life Again Video (MV)

When I rap it's like I'm talking to myself
What's the point of interacting if you ain't putting towards the wealth
Bro told me stack it but don't leave it on the shelf
Yea
I gotta take control of my life again
Using drugs to ease the pain I popped Vicodin
They tried to steal my soul I chose life again
I'll drop dead right now just to see you smile again
I think I lost my mind
Started running out of time
My mama ask me how I'm doing I just say I'm fine
Yo people ask and you say no they say you out of line
I wonder, if I died, would tears come to their eyes
Forgive me for my disrespect, can't forgive you for them lies
I think you against me then I'm cutting ties
And f*ck making amends I don't even try
Sometimes I wanna give up
Sometimes I hear my grandmama talking to me
She said you better wake up
Sold myself a dream ain know I was sleep
I got pent up animosity
I unfollowed my philosophy
So can't nobody talk to me
Ion want nobody talk to me
I gotta take control of my life again
Using drugs to ease the pain I popped Vicodin
They tried to steal my soul I chose life again
I'll drop dead right now just to see you smile again
I think I lost my mind
Started running out of time
My mama ask me how I'm doing I just say I'm fine
Yo people ask and you say no they say you out of line
I can't be around you no more
Boy this shit crazy
Super Bowl ring
You was Gronk I was brady
He pulled up in a range
How he left in a Mercedes
Told em fore I showed em
Man they thought that I was crazy
10 years ago this ain't how I saw myself
Preaching hustle but all I really did was exhaust myself
Never checked the price but look at what I cost myself
I suppressed my personality and lost myself
You come to me with pain and agony I'm lost myself
Fell out of love with being numb I f*cking caught myself
This nigga hard as f*ck on god
Best nigga out
Big dude
Yea
I gotta take control of my life again
Using drugs to ease the pain I popped Vicodin
They tried to steal my soul I chose life again
I'll drop dead right now just to see you smile again
I think I lost my mind
Started running out of time
My mama ask me how I'm doing I just say I'm fine
Yo people ask and you say no they say you out of line
And I been lost I'm tryna get back to myself
Ion trust nobody so it's hard to ask for help
Got all this money but I really need love
I'm not a junky but I really need drugs
Don't hit my phone cause I'm not gon pick up
I know I'm wrong but I had to stick up
Sometimes I feel like I can't go back to my hood
I saw yo face that's how I know that I ain't good
I fell out of love with mirrors
When I look I don't see me
Someone tell me who I'm sposed to be
Come back me to me
I'm tryna put myself together
I gotta take control of my life again
Using drugs to ease the pain I popped Vicodin
They tried to steal my soul I chose life again
I'll drop dead right now just to see you smile again
I think I lost my mind
Started running out of time
My mama ask me how I'm doing I just say I'm fine
Yo people ask and you say no they say you out of line
Sometimes I wanna give up
Sometimes I hear my grandmama talking to me
She said you better wake up
Sold myself a dream ain know I was sleep