Here I am, 28, going on 30
Reminiscing all those memories
And I miss it, yes I do
But here we are, almost 30
I'm 30
And I wanna change my life for the better
But I better not
I better not
Let people escape this reality
That is me
It's me
I'm breaking the seams
So it seems
Breaking the seams
So it seems
But nevertheless, nevertheless
I am me
I am me
Escape, Far away
Don't take my pain
Don't take it in vain
Cause I'm not okay
Unless you tell me, Tell me
You are my only escape
My only reality
That is true
It's true
I'm adjusting
This reality
That escaping me
Reality
Oh
Reality
Reality
Reality
So it seems
You're Nothing without me
Nothing
Or nothing
Reality
I'll never understand a word
You said to me on that day
Oh father, how I miss your voice
It remines
It reminisces my mind
All the f*cking time
And I want one last chance to tell you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
So sorry
Just take this blade that's hidden in me
And break my walls to the sea
So it seems
Bury these, empty things
Empty things
Empty things
Escape, Far away
Don't take my pain
Don't take it in vain
Cause I'm not okay
Unless you
Tell me, Tell me
You are my only escape
My only reality
That is true
It's true i'm nothing
This reality
That is escaping me
Reality
Oh
Reality
Reality
Reality
So it seems
Your Nothing without me
Nothing
Oh nothing
Reality
You'll never understand
This inner reputation
Cause in the end
We'll all be dead
Our friendships
Just wait till the end
Wait till the end
Cause you'll see
The mirror's reflection
Won't be reflecting
The ocean
The blue in your eyes
The changing
The changing
Farther
Farther
Farther
Wasting
A memory
Wasting
A history
Never getting
To the heart
That bleeds red
Like your lip stick
Bleeds red