Cody Lynn - Upside Down Lyrics

What should I say?
Hmm
What? Just this? Like, say what I'm thinking?
"Yes"
Uhh
Okay
I mean I don't really see how that's
Oh!
You want me to tell em about me?
"No"
Well then... what?
"I want you to tell them about us"

Life has been sideways
It's upside down really
And it's getting strange
My thoughts ain't arranged
To deal with the problems that I'm feeling
Somewhere along the lines I messed up
Or I'm messed up
Either way it goes
Man my heads stuck
I can't get away cause I'm paralyzed from the neck up
A pair of eyes that are dead stuck
On the next up
I'm like guess what?
I ain't text book
But I bet ya
That I'm still making history
I'm a bit of a mystery
Any second I could switch up my delivery
Or go back like a memory
I got a lot on you mentally
Think I was born in a time machine
I mean I gotta be
I don't fit in with nobody cause I don't belong I'm an oddity
On an odyssey
Honestly
You can not understand what I got with me
If you could then you would see the monopoly
And why I have to escape this monotony
Please just don't bother me
Why do you follow me?
Leave me alone!

"I'll always be here"

I got some demons
They're constantly scheming

They're constantly underneath my skin
I hear em breathing
I don't know where to begin
On finding my freedom
Been feeling so locked up
Like I got lockjaw
Don't talk about problems
But I got a lot y'all
Wouldn't understand

Life has been sideways
It's upside down really

But a couple of troublesome strange times won't make my mind up
I buckled a dozen of great minds I keep em all lined up
I got em all tied up
You'll prolly all find one
Unless I'm unable to keep em restrained I wouldn't call my bluff
Y'all prolly think that I'm not being serious
Don't get too curious
If you gon try to find out then we'll prolly wind up getting furious
This where the series ends
I'm so delirious
I got no reason to keep the charades goin
I'm not alone when I stay flowing
Any dang moment I could snap
Given the fact
That all I do every day is keep em back
All you do every day is see me crack
A little bit more so one day ima have
To give you my everything not just a half
If you want it all then I'll give it right now
Listen to how
I've been very proud
Stopped messing around
And look what I found
A lot more of myself hidden in the ground
So now ima dig it up
I guess I could give a f*ck
But I'd have to give you something
And that just ain't in my blood
I'd rather you think I'm nothing
Than be what you think I was
I prolly won't be enough if
You keep making these assumptions
Then I'll have to let out my

I got some demons
They're constantly scheming
I got some demons
They're constantly scheming

I got demons all inside my brain
I got demons all inside my brain
I got demons