Cohlman - Paranoid Lyrics

I've done written bout this situation way too many times
I know way too many people telling way too many lies
I know good and I know evil
I know lows and I know highs
Please don't ask me how I'm doing
Cause I'll lie and say I'm fine
See, your mind is weak, you often seat
Yourself in the wrong class of people
You ain't real from what I see
You used to have it going for yourself but then you grabbed a drink
Took a couple extra sips that we both know you didn't need
Now how you feeling?
I hope you feel accomplished
I hope you're satisfied with relationships you did wrong with
I'm coughing from all the smoke from burning bridges
Burning buildings, burning children that you made
What a shame, you complacent with the way you living?
I always write about you
I'm filling up a void
Say what is life without you?
I'm feeling paranoid
I always write about you
I'm filling up a void
Say what is life without you?
I'm feeling paranoid
You created this, a prison cell where I feel pain and it
Don't have no key, unless that key is death for me
But not for you, cause if you leave
It's guilt on me and rest in peace
To a life that I swore I didn't care about and now I'm left with these
Pessimistic thoughts
I guess I missed it
Sure that God has a list of
Reasons that he's doing this
Now I'm feeling lost
Feeling like (What, how?)
You expect me not to make a sound?
Well I'm done hiding your problems, all the truth is coming out
Yeah you're addicted
I'm sick of just pretending like it's normal
Like things are gonna get better
Nah, we stuck up in this circle
You sober out and talk to me like everything is good
Yeah, like nothing ever happened and you acting like you should
It's been 4 years of arguing and empty promises
I changed my locks again, I ain't gonna let you back in to haunt me with
Your justification for bottles that you have been drinking
If it happens one more time I ain't claiming us as related (Uh)
I always write about you
I'm filling up a void
Say what is life without you?
I'm feeling paranoid
I always write about you
I'm filling up a void
Say what is life without you?
I'm feeling paranoid
If you ain't fam, you don't know
Why my circle staying closed
Why my memories are good
But my mental state is broke
Why I dwell all on the past
But I never learn to cope
Why I know no one will understand the lines that I done wrote
Cause I'm snapping on anybody who acting innocent
Grab your flask and start masking all your issues out, you live in it
Keep sipping it, I hope you're proud (Uh)
Knowing I be stressing 24/7 about you and your future, feeling down
I'm uh, I'm anxious and I am annoyed
I'm everything in the book, yeah you made me paranoid
Just an FYI, my hope already died down
And after hearing this song, say what you thinking right now?