Listen closely
I'm not the one in your dreams
I'm not the one counting the sheep
Or the one pretending to be something I'm not
Losing sleep over the things that I stress on
Questioning how I ever even pressed on
Every days a new lesson
On how to break me further
I'm going insane
My brain truly the victim
I'm going insane
I am the one that bleeds your mind endlessly
Heard by no one
Your thoughts of manic release
Blackens your will
I pull the sheets over
My face at night
I am not alright
When I'm alone at night
Counting sheep for delight
Listen closely
I'm not the one in your dreams
I'm not the one counting the sheep
Or the one pretending to be something I'm not
I pull the sheets over
My face at night
I am not alright
When I'm alone at night
I'm not alright
Counting sheep for delight
Losing sleep over the things that I stress on
I am not alright