Cole Hamilton & Jay Powers - For a Minute Lyrics

2K on my worst nights get outta my head
Lonely nights filling thoughts up with death
Lying in my bed wish you here instead
Cold heart got me seeing my breath
For 2k nights stuck in my head
My mistakes got me thinking of death
In my bed alone instead
Cold texts got me holding my breath
Figure out the rest on my own
Weight on my chest
Miss you hitting up my phone
Know I'm a mess
My true colors was shown
Hating this stress
Wanna get past it
Go back to normal
Hating being formal
Miss being at yo doorstep
Speak I'm caught in yo web
Barred inside my head
Figure it's for the best
Hope it's just a test
I been sinning and I know it
I been praying for a moment
Hoping you can hear me
Fear you hate when you near me
Yeah you know my feelings clearly
I ain't been myself when you near me
I been f*cking lost for a minute now
Thinking I was found need to figure out
Figure out my path, who I'm bringing down
Want you around but I don't wanna bring you down
I been f*cking lost for a minute now
Thinking I was found need to figure out
Figure out my path, who I'm bringing down
Want you around but I don't wanna bring you down
Wanna get my f*cking focus back
Yeah I hate getting off track
I been losing motivation
Losing all my inspiration
All these drugs they taking
Got me fearing for the day that I make it
What if one my homies meet the same fate
Count the calories on my dinner plate
Got me dropping all this weight
Flashback to 2017
Knew that I was heavy
Getting made fun of for it
Tried to lose it but I forfeit
Running from my insecurities
Till they caught up to me
Up in 2020 80 pounds lighter
Lost it all without flick of a lighter
Never been a fighter
But I been fighting all these demons on the daily
Trying stunt my growth
Know my mind been going crazy
Know my sight been going hazy
Know my mama getting worried
Know my mama hate to see me buried
Life flashing in a hurry
Hate to see that camera flash
Hate to see that muzzle flash
Hate to see my life flash
Hate to see my eyes close
Hate to see my mama cry
Hate to see the casket close
Hate to see those doors slam
Hate to see those papers signed
Wishing they saw the signs
I been running from my mind
I been running all the time
I been running out of breath
Think I'll take a break for a minute
Been praying but that light winning
Know the end is getting pretty vivid
Think I'll take a break for a minute