ColeBurt - Butterfly Effects Lyrics

Hey, it's me. I mean, you know that. I know I keep calling and texting. I don't mean to be annoying, but this is me trying
And I know if you're awake, you'll never call me back, but I'll keep trying
I know I know I'm sorry, and I don't want to say the wrong thing, and I don't need anything else but help from the heart
So, I just want you to know that I'm sorry

Every night I'm someone different, feel it in my chest
Butterfly effect
Got these wings, but I'm a mess
Flying high then crashing low, I can't catch my breath

Lost inside this maze, I don't know what's coming next
Butterfly effect
Every night I'm someone different, feel it in my chest
Butterfly effect

Got these wings, but I'm a mess
Wake up in the morning, who am I today
Faces in the mirror, man, they start to fade away
Running from the past, but it's catching up to me

All these personalities, I'm never really free
One minute I'm the hero, next I'm feeling low
I'm my own worst enemy, but I don't let it show
Pop another pill just to keep myself in line

But these thoughts in my head are breaking down the time
Breaking down the time
Butterfly effect
Every night I'm someone different, feel it in my chest

Butterfly effect
Got these wings, but I'm a mess
Flying high then crashing low, I can catch my breath
Lost inside this maze, I don't know what's coming next

Butterfly effect
They say change is good, but I don't feel right
I'm living in the shadows, hiding from the light
Sip away the pain, drowning in the smoke

But these demons in my mind, man, they never show
One foot in the grave, one foot in the sky
I'm searching for truth, but I'm living in a lie
Split between the pages of the story never told

Fighting with myself, man, I'm losing all control
I feel the shift inside like a storm about to break
Try to hold on, but it's more than I can take
Every night I'm someone different, feel it in my chest

Butterfly effect
Got these wings, but I'm a mess
Flying high then crashing low, I can catch my breath
Lost inside this maze, I don't know what's coming next

Butterfly effect
Every night I'm someone different, feel it in my chest
Butterfly effect
Butterfly effect

And I'll keep apologizing for as long as it takes
I know I made a big mistake
I'm sorry for what I did, for what I said
I didn't mean it

I wish you could take it back