Wake Up Video (MV)

I don't wanna wake up, and I don't wanna feel this pain
And I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change
I don't wanna wake up, and I don't wanna feel this pain
And I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change

Lately I've been on the edge, closer and closer to losing it
All of these thoughts in my head, finger, trigger, pulling it
Feeling like nothing on earth can make sense to me, I just don't wanna keep doing this
Forcing myself out of bed, faking a smile, I feel like this is foolishness

This shit is all a facade, why do I feel like I'm living a lie
Why do I smile and why do I laugh when I know I'm dying inside
Ego is powerful, won't show my pain, it's a battle with pride
So don't be surprised when anyone asks, I say that I'm doing fine

My shit's not together and I fall for perfect and I hate the way that I feel
Scars that I've had since I could remember, never did heal
Feeling like some type of money could make me feel better, but I know it won't
I really don't like anybody, it's funny cause I know I can't be alone

I don't wanna wake up, and I don't wanna feel this pain
And I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change
I don't wanna wake up, and I don't wanna feel this pain
And I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change

I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change