Here we lie, here we writhe
The policy was not on our side
We wanted to feel anything new
But we were too apathetic to move
I was a glutton
Now I cannot breathe
Do I suffocate when I do not speak?
And I don't believe anyone cared for me
'Cause I'm still here
And I don't feel like I'm supposed to
Did you think I do?
And I could be all night
And I could be all day
And I could leave you alone
Until I'm over this
And I could say these things
And make it go away
Could you stay?
I can remember this
All my life, all this time
Waiting never felt so fine
I don't care if you lied
I'm still waiting by your side
We lost control of the expanse
It grows and swallows all our plans
And I can't believe I ever felt this free
With no one here
All that I wanted was to be paralyzed
And just shut my eyes
And I could be all night
And I could be all day
And I could leave you alone
Until I'm over this
And I could say these things
And make it go away
Could you stay?
I can remember this
Stay inside and watch the drain
Swirls of color slipping in
I can remember this