So fake
You thought you couldn't no way
So then you moved far away
And now there's nothing to say no
I was just numbing the pain
With pills and alcohol
I swear that I'll be more than okay yeah
I was so low didn't know where to go, so I put that knife to my throat
Then I closed my eyes and imagined a life that I could only dream of at night
Staring into my soul screaming leave me alone, cuz you were the only one I ever chose
But it was a lie you made me wanna die so I'm saying my final goodbyes
This time I know that it's right (so fake)
So I'm saying my final goodbyes (so fake)
Final goodbyes yeah (so fake)
(You can't help this) Saying my final goodbyes
This time I know that it's right yeah
I'm saying f*ck that bitch
All she did was leave me stitched up
Double cup blood filling up my paper lungs
And now I'm better off
Stayed strong
Left behind the drugs for a family and yeah I became a man because you ran from me
So fake
You thought you couldn't no way
So then you moved far away
And now there's nothing to say no
I was just numbing the pain
With pills and alcohol
I swear that I'll be more than okay yeah