comatose - THE RIVER Lyrics

I'll wait for you
If it takes everything I've got
Feels like I'm something I'm not
So I just run away from all of it
I sank for you
At the river I got lost
Deep in my depressive thoughts
So I dove in to save you all from this
Oh what I'll miss
And I still hear your voice in the waves
I still hear her calling out for me
Was it all that you had planned or did I break
Every promise that we made
Now I don't even sleep anymore
Sick of worrying too deep I'm not sure
Cuz I'm not sober, conscious
Thinking straight cuz the family built was meant to cave
And you can't say that you ever cared (darling I know that you didn't)
Yeah you can't blame me for being scared (while you were creating distance)
All the effort tried to repair you just wanted to quit it
Maybe I'll find love when I fall in
I'll wait for you
If it takes everything I got
Feels like I'm something I'm not
So I just run away from all of it
I sank for you
At the river I got lost
Deep in my depressive thoughts
So I dove in to save you all from this
And I still hear your voice in the waves
I still hear her calling out for me
I'll wait for you if it takes everything I got (was it all that you had planned or did I break)
Everything I've got I feel like I'm something I'm not
And I sank for you at the river I got lost (every promise that I made)
Deep in my depressive thoughts deep in my depressive thoughts