comatose - U LOSE! Lyrics

Yeah I'm so faded it's something that you could never understand
And I hated the way you turned your back like I wasn't there
But you can save it remember me when I finally move on
So I split my head in two
For you for you
And I ran from what I knew
For you for you
If you ever really cared
If you ever really wanted me
If you ever really cared
Then you lose
I been chasing the pain away with the medicine
Dying the only way I'll escape that's why I'm hesitant
Can't get her face out my head but I don't know who I am
Don't think I got nothing left yeah
Cuz you could look me in my eyes and see I'm f*cking numb
And I wore down all of my pride to feel worthy of some
Now I'm pouring it up
(Tell me why) Why you think it's my demise that you don't want my love
(I won't lie) I think you don't wanna try look at what you have done
So I split my head in two
For you for you
You broke my heart it's true
But you knew you knew
So if you ever really cared (baby I'm dying to know)
If you ever really wanted me (was it real love or were you just tryna control)
If you ever really cared (didn't wanna go down this road)
Then you lose (so please just leave me alone, leave me alone)
Please just leave me alone yeah