Deception Video (MV)

I remember the late nights trying to find myself
And find my sense of purpose
I remember the city lights for the very first time
And pulling back the curtains
I remember I called you up you said what's up said that's enough
And it ended
I think that I'm still faded
Sometimes I wish I could just rewind things
I just wanna hold a time piece
With a bad bitch who really wanna know me
Couple zips of these pockets full of OG
Couple millies in the hillies with my homies
Once you know me baby you won't wanna know me
I'm a hard person to love but you love me
You're my shooting star whenever I'm lonely
All I wanna do is try to me more me
I remember the late nights trying to find myself
And find my sense of purpose
I remember the city lights for the very first time
And pulling back the curtains
I remember I called you up you said what's up said that's enough
And it ended
I think that I'm still faded
Sometimes I wish I could just rewind things
Lately I been feeling like I don't know where the f*ck that I been
I'm busy dreaming about the days I'll never get to relive
It's all so easy when you live to forget
I guess that I don't have the answers I just try and pretend yeah
You were never patient always waiting for the moment to end
I should've known right from the start that we weren't ready for this
Talks cheap I don't even want any closure
And while I lost sleep you were telling him to come over
I don't wanna be here right now
Feels like I can't breathe but I'm still too loud
You can't save me girl I'll save myself
Maybe in the end I don't need you around