Admitting is the First Step to Self Recovery Video (MV)

(Way too gone I've lost myself
Where to go it's hard to tell
Lost my soul went straight to hell
Can't forget under a spell)
Think that I'm f*cked up
I get it
Drown in my sorrows bitch I'm with it
Praying to a false god just admit it
But I love fighting demons I do find it fitting
Standing close to the f*cking edge
Close my eyes till the very end
Fill my brain up with some led
You won't laugh then when you find me dead
Struggling
Fumbling
Popping some beans
I be stumbling
Climb to the top like I'm parliament
Half of the time
I be arguing
With all my thoughts
But lately I've been feeling so confident
With my abilities
Show some humility
Grow my facility
F*ck your hostility
Hoodlum activities
I got utility
Bitch I'm a ghost and you bitch she stay with me
Way too gone I've lost myself
Where to go it's hard to tell
Lost my soul went straight to hell
Can't forget under a spell
Cross faded
I'm feeling so jaded
I know that I'm hated
But I'll be the one celebrated
You'll see me on stage and feel nothing but hatred
No need to be jealous
Got blood on my necklace
The reason I'm wreckless cause you were so careless
No need explaining
Bitch we not relating
Put out your candles
Your name is irrelevant
Put on a suit cause I'm feeling so elegant
Run
Run
Motherf*ckers better run
Gun
Gun
Don't let me pull out my gun
Fun
Fun
Bitch you know we having fun
None
None
The f*cks I give out are none