Conan Shrum - Pulling (Demo) Lyrics

I stand alone
But I'm always watching
I say nothing
But I'm always listening

I would stand with you
But I'm afraid you'll ignore me
I would talk to you
But i'm afraid you won't hear me

I can't help but keep pulling away
Frustration and anxiety block my way today, today
I disguise my wellness but don't worry
All I want is to feel accompanied, accompanied

We're not that close
But I truly want to be
We're not that far apart
But I truly want you to like me

I would be close to you
But you probably have someone else
You would like who I am
But I'm probably not worth it

I can't help but keep pulling away
Frustration and anxiety block my way today, today
I disguise my wellness but don't worry
All I want is to feel accompanied, accompanied

I don't feel proud
Even though I'm still here
I don't feel like smiling
Even though you're the one I love
I would feel proud
If someone noticed me
You would love me too
If I didn't push everyone away
If I didn't push everyone away
If I didn't push

I can't help but keep pulling away
Frustration and anxiety block my way today, today
I disguise my wellness but don't worry
All I want is to feel accompanied, accompanied