conner - DYING YOUTH Lyrics

I think I've found the cure for my depression
Loneliness inside my head
But I can't use until I'm dead
Can't look at you in the eye
Cause I'm anxious all the time
Put me in a firing line
And say shoot this one more time
When will I grow up to be what I was meant to be?
I hate you and you hate me
When will I be free?
When will I grow up to be what I was meant to be?
I hate you and you hate me
Where will I be free?
Ah you're such a wanna be
That's what she said to me
But I'm so damn numb to everything
I need my space just to feel okay
Your parents know that I'm toxic
Your friends all think that I've lost it
I guess I'm the problem
That's what everyone says to me
When will I grow up to be what I was meant to be?
I hate you and you hate me
When will I be free?
When will I grow up to be what I was meant to be?
I hate you and you hate me
When will I be free?
Too little too late
I don't wanna go
Accept my fate
I don't wanna know
Lie to my face
Until the moon comes back around
You make me crazy I'm sick
Act so complacent and rich
Red flags are hard not to miss
I'd rather die than forget
When will I grow up to be what I was meant to be?
I hate you and you hate me
When will I be free?
Misery needs company
I guess we'll have to see
I hate you and you hate me
When will I be free?
Where will I be free?
Where will I be free?