conner - LONE SURVIVOR Lyrics

They don't know me I'm a diamond in the rough
Feeling sorry for myself I was stuck
Made some money but it's never been enough
I wish I would've had more friends growing up

Never home but sometimes I miss the seasons
That's the type of shit I think of when I'm dreaming
All alone cause I'm sick of getting cheated
I'm by my damn self almost every single weekend

She won't stop calling
I can't believe it

Inside I feel numb
What have I done?
My life has begun
Lone Survivor

Into the darkness I run
Will I become?
Someone to love
Lone Survivor

Was it real or did it all mean nothing?
Punk rock, I've got really bad judgement
Too worried bout the car I pulled up in
She's the type of girl that I never put trust in
Wake up and feel disgusting
I hate myself who doesn't
Leave my jeans unbuttoned
I binge on your seduction

She won't stop calling
I can't believe it
Inside I feel numb
What have I done?
My life has begun
Lone Survivor

Into the darkness I run
Will I become?
Someone to love
Lone Survivor

Still getting used to the seasons
I sit around and watch the whole world die
Can't get rid of the demons
They don't like my kind

Into the darkness I run
Will I become?
Someone to love
Lone Survivor