Connflicts - Holiday (feat. Joseph Cash) Lyrics

I think I needa hop up in a spaceship
Cuz cars they aint fast enough to take me to these places
Bitch im feeling numb
Emotion bleeding straight through my clothes
No one knows the feelings I tote
No
Its hard working knowing, that no will be there
Its hard work showin, but no ever cares
If I find a spaceship
I'm flying off this world
Never looking back
This is your last chance girl
It's the start of the end
What I'm supposed to say
Take me back to my grave
Where I'm supposed to lay
Rotten from the core
Why are you just watching me decay
Hatred I've absorbed
Know my death with be a holiday
Death will be a holiday

I've tried my best
But still I fail cannot
Impress the ones I love
Just drop me off the edge
F*ck up my whole life again
Death will be a holiday
Take me off this planet baby
Let's go walk the stars
I pray the love I have will never break
Take a chance I know my fate
Hell is close I feel the hate
Echoing my chest is caved
It resonates within my veins
Pacing back and forth
Wanna blow my brains
Take me back home to the grave I made
Take me back to the grave I'll
To this grave I'll lay

I think I needa hop up in a spaceship
Cuz cars they aint fast enough to take me to these places
Bitch I'm feeling numb
Emotion bleeding straight through my clothes
No one knows the feelings I tote
No
Its hard working knowing, that no will be there
Its hard work showin, but no ever cares
If I find a spaceship
I'm flying off this world
Never looking back
This is your last chance girl
It's the start of the end
What I'm supposed to say
Take me back to my grave

Where I'm supposed to lay
Where I'm supposed to lay