It's like I'm self sabotaging
I don't want to have it
Love myself a day and then six I wreck havoc
Everything is baggage
I'm not trying to bag it
But I make life feel so damn so damn tragic
I keep going in circles when I try change
I can't act on an impulse when in no pain
I feel paralyzed trying I can't find me
I keep fearing of getting what I want babe
What if I loose all I have
And gain something that I never wanted
What if my friendships turn bad
Cause I chose to cash out I'd be haunted
It's like I'm self sabotaging
I don't want to have it
Love myself a day and then six I wreck havoc
Everything is baggage
I'm not trying to bag it
But I make life feel so damn so damn tragic
Always try something new
Then I go back to you
Self sabotaging
I keep on causing
Life presses play but I keep on pausing
Did I change when I realized I can do it
When I get good at something then I lose it
I get bored feel invincible can't do it
Then I slip up oh poise it is a loose fit
Am I convincing myself or is it really true
That I would give up my world to take what I want to
What if I loose all I have
And gained practically nothing
It's like I'm self sabotaging
I don't want to have it
Love myself a day and then six I wreck havoc
Everything is baggage
I'm not trying to bag it
But I make life feel so damn so damn tragic
Always try something new
Then I go back to you
Self sabotaging
I keep on causing
Life presses play but I keep on pausing