There's nothing that you
That you want that you don't have right now
Is there really
I mean you don't think about things like that
You don't wanna say I'm missing now
Is more privacy than I'd like
I would like to be alone all the time
Like the phone rings too often
Using too many cameras and all that
And I've kind of accepted
It's not me
When these things are gone I go back to the room
And I become myself again
Often times
I pull down all the shades like I used to
Just lay down in the room
For five or six hours just alone
Just laying in bed
I get something back
Some kind of juice
Some of the most marvelous fulfillments
A man like me can have
Just absence of humanity
Is a fulfillment so graceful
That even God would understand if he invented them
Which he probably didn't