It's been a while since my eyes burned from something that I didn't burn
A change of heart's not in my cards, but I know a place and it ain't too far
All those things I hid before have now come knocking at my door
Not that it's of your concern but I don't think I'll ever learn
It's time for me to say this hurts
But all I do is make it worse
When did I get f*cking cursed
It's time to say it's not
It's not a first
Lungs are full of smoke and space
I still wanna leave this place
Nothing could ever be the same
Now where's the reason I stayed
Maybe you're the one who's changed
It's time for me to say this hurts
But all I do is make it worse
When did I get f*cking cursed
It's time to say it's not
It's not a first
This is going nowhere
I guess I'll never learn
Looked inside and found nothing there
This is what I earned
Yeah, I can never really stand the sound
So I guess it's time that we put this in the ground
Yeah I can never really stand the sound
So I guess it's time that we put this in the f*cking ground
Yeah
F*ck
It's time for me to say this hurts
But all I do is make it worse
When did I get f*cking cursed
It's time to say it's not
It's not a first